Looking back over the stages of my story, the thread that has linked and still links the experiences of my life became clear: a continuous process of transformation, renewal and liberation.
Only when I could move my body freely did I feel a sense of joy, a sense of freedom and vitality.
But then, when I was feeling at my worst, I encountered Biodanza. Feeling that in the movement I was fine as I was, without having to be anything more, made me rediscover the joy I had felt as a child.
I therefore trained to become a certified Biodanza teacher. For five years I held classes in Verona, where I had moved in the meantime. I had formed a close-knit group that met weekly to share feelings and emotions in movement.
What I was unaware of at that time, was the transformative power that dance had in my life.
My childhood was partly spent here and partly abroad. So was born a passion for travelling, for discovering cultures and languages different from my own, which still characterises me today.
I continued working in the corporate sector even after returning to Italy, looking for positions to reconcile travelling abroad and a passion for fashion that I had since I was a child. I worked for 8 years in an eco-sustainable accessories company, that were made from recycled materials. I attended tailoring courses, convinced that fashion is originality, experimentation, research, creativity and communication of one’s uniqueness. I am committed to ethical approaches in fashion, that are rewarding for all parties involved. After some time, I started to feel squeezed into that reality, overwhelmed by expectations. Inside I had the feeling that something was wrong, the feeling of not being enough and of being out of place.
This time the feeling of being trapped in a cage was more delineated, painful, embodied. I felt I could no longer stay in that reality but I did not know how to get out of it, I was walking in the dark, I could not find a direction.
I hit rock bottom when a strong inner urge led me to uproot my roots: I quit my job, sold my childhood home, ended an important relationship. I had no place to take refuge, no idea what to do with my life, nothing known to sustain me. I had lost myself.